being bored so i guess i have my mood to write sumthing XD
been busy busy busy & busy & busy this year.
& now added more project/assignment. thank you school.
it seems like im losing my self-esteem. hmmm...
wat is happening to me? i felt so lonely sumtimes.
and i guess one of my friends is being 'taken' away by sumone.
*sigh* being influence by her redy.
next year uni/college. havent decide where to go.
so many things in my mind and my mid year exam next week!!
i know that im gonna fail more than one subject. im always de negative
thinker. juz cant think positive bout it. im jz so scared about this. i mean
mid year exam where parents are gonna come and have a chat wif ur teacher
bout your child's grade and stuff. how scary is that being scold in the school
not house >[ everyone says im having a good life. do i? i dont think so. im having
the worst life ever! never been better before. last week i keep on getting
bad days/luck, cant sleep well, cant study. haiyaaa....
having such a miserable life. i know sumthing bad is gonna happen to me later.
i got to get going. peace everyone.
xoxo
Amanda