its just bcoz my spm is this year -.-"
& who knows i might be one of the 'lucky' student
being selected for NS!
I DONT WANNNTTT~~! *prays*
im being pressure & i hate that.
everyone hates pressure it makes u SICK!
there are so many homework these past few days.
i cant finish it in one day. & i have this computer club things
to do & it keeps coming. it wont stop.
geez...give me a break!
u think i have many hands & more than one brain?! >_< :C
the only way to relax my mind is listening to music.
i think i cant live without music. SERIOUSLY!
im sick. really bad. having cold, fever, sore throat. T-T
wat else more..
still going to skol with the sick. i cant miss a lesson
esp maths. i told myself i have to score for my maths!
i cant fail it. *prays* my future is depending on my spm result.
i cant just let it be. no more playing, have to be serious redy.
im redy 17 but, still looks like a 3 years old kid playing hide & seek!
i feel so scared when thinking bout spm & ns. every nite it juz scares me.
i wish it past fast but, still....
im so tense up.
i wish it ends fast.
pleaseee...
i end it here.
goodbye.
<3;
Amanda