Thursday, May 01, 2008
lalala...
being bored so i guess i have my mood to write sumthing XD
been busy busy busy & busy & busy this year.
& now added more project/assignment. thank you school.
it seems like im losing my self-esteem. hmmm...
wat is happening to me? i felt so lonely sumtimes.
and i guess one of my friends is being 'taken' away by sumone.
*sigh* being influence by her redy.
next year uni/college. havent decide where to go.
so many things in my mind and my mid year exam next week!!
i know that im gonna fail more than one subject. im always de negative
thinker. juz cant think positive bout it. im jz so scared about this. i mean
mid year exam where parents are gonna come and have a chat wif ur teacher
bout your child's grade and stuff. how scary is that being scold in the school
not house >[ everyone says im having a good life. do i? i dont think so. im having
the worst life ever! never been better before. last week i keep on getting
bad days/luck, cant sleep well, cant study. haiyaaa....
having such a miserable life. i know sumthing bad is gonna happen to me later.
i got to get going. peace everyone.
xoxo
Amanda
Posted at 07:56 pm by starry89
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Saturday, January 26, 2008
I seriously cant take this anymore.
the world is upside down to me.
there are still many assignment pending & i
cant finish it.
geez..*cries*
I HATE THIS YEAR!
its not full of happiness.
its full of depression.
im serious bout this.
but, i wont go & kill myself bcoz of this.
its a stupid act. im still young. LOL.
im sure there is sumthing that can cool me down this year.
& im pretty sure college life is also as bad as high school.
its my last year in high school.
i guess there will be lots of memories in this school.
remembering u & your friends together laughing & crying.
haizz..
its gonna come soon in November 2008.
to my lovely friends,
do keep in contact afta SPM!
i dont want to lose any of you guys. <3
the end.
<3
Amanda.
Posted at 05:57 pm by starry89
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008
i hate the year of 2008!
its just bcoz my spm is this year -.-"
& who knows i might be one of the 'lucky' student
being selected for NS!
I DONT WANNNTTT~~! *prays*
im being pressure & i hate that.
everyone hates pressure it makes u SICK!
there are so many homework these past few days.
i cant finish it in one day. & i have this computer club things
to do & it keeps coming. it wont stop.
geez...give me a break!
u think i have many hands & more than one brain?! >_< :C
the only way to relax my mind is listening to music.
i think i cant live without music. SERIOUSLY!
im sick. really bad. having cold, fever, sore throat. T-T
wat else more..
still going to skol with the sick. i cant miss a lesson
esp maths. i told myself i have to score for my maths!
i cant fail it. *prays* my future is depending on my spm result.
i cant just let it be. no more playing, have to be serious redy.
im redy 17 but, still looks like a 3 years old kid playing hide & seek!
i feel so scared when thinking bout spm & ns. every nite it juz scares me.
i wish it past fast but, still....
im so tense up.
i wish it ends fast.
pleaseee...
i end it here.
goodbye.
<3;
Amanda
Posted at 02:40 pm by starry89
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Sunday, December 02, 2007
*spazzzzzzzzzzzzz*
i cant get over it.
i went to SHE concert yesterday, 1.12.2007.
Malaysia was their LAST stop. So, they were quite sad. LOL.
but, im happy to see them. my second time watching their concert XDD
i still cant get over it.
3 of them were acting so crazy. Ella was saying 'Msia so HOT'.
HAHAHA~~
It sucks that they were having mic problems at the begining of the concert
but, it went well at the end ;)
since it was their last concert so, they sang lots of new songs &
make a memorable concert for us.
they sang 'Lovers/Cheng Yan'. Original singer was by Beyond.
Its their second time singing this song afta HK concert.
So, we, Malaysians fans are lucky.
& i think Hebe extended her solo drum part.
It was short during HK concert.
It was so cool seeing her playing the drum.
Ella sang & played 'Xiang Xiang' on the piano.
i think i saw her wiping her tears. v all sang along with them.
Selina did her dance. everyone went crazy over it. HAHAHA...
Selina said 'she cried afta her dance coz its the last' then Ella said 'nvmindla laopo, now
u can eat burger already' XD
Ella also recorded us singing 'Mo Li' & took pictures too. XDD
HAHAHA...
the pictures were uploaded at their offcial blog.
the concert guest was Fahrenheit & Anthony (winner of Astro talent quest '06)
i only saw 3 members of Fahrenheit. Jiro was absent in the group.
so, their concert ended with 'Superstar'.
aaww...i miss their concert now. i hope they do come back.
that's all. i stop spazing now.
HEHEHE...
<3;;
Amanda
Posted at 12:24 pm by starry89
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Monday, October 01, 2007
1 month + i didnt update my blog.
i've been busy with my school work. THANKS ALOT SCHOOL T-T
lots of project & hw *cries in the corner*
& now im having final year exam!
geez...nth is easy.
that's the life of a form 4 student.
you're goin to suffer. here is your life begins in f4.
so, im telling to the juniors (f3) better be prepared
to enter the real world.
its not what you expect. i wonder why people say in f4
is 'honeymoon'?! O.o
there must be sumthin wrong with it.
having exam as the same day as PMR student
having their REAL exam.
i remember i was so scared on that day.
well, it past 1 year already. its so fast.
i really miss f3 coz its better there.
the first day of this year PMR was raining!
hohoho...
lucky for f1 & f2 students. they dont have to attend school
xcept us & f5 & f6 needs to sit for exam T-T
but, we get to go back after exam (= well, that is something good.
last thursday we had our essay history paper.
HAHA..
the best part was when all of us open the paper, we were like =O.
that is our expression. we have no idea what to write. we were clueless >___<
today was bm 1 & graphic paper. bm 1 was okay xcept sec A. i have no idea
wat to write but, for sec B, i ended up with 398 words O__o HAHAHA..
trust me, all are nonsense. sure i got lots of wrong grammer + spelling + etc.
tmrw im having moral + art (3hours). drawing again. KEKEKE...
my drawing sux. its true. i draw like small kids =X okay, maybe they draw much
more better than me :X ooopppssss...
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i cant believe ASTRO has KBS WORLD NOW!
WOHOOOO~~~ *celebrates*
i can watch music bank XDD
its says it operates on 1st Oct.
But, its already 1st Oct, it doesnt have the channel yet
& they suppose to change all the channels numbers.
But, they didnt. weirdo =.="
i was waiting to watch kbs today, but, it dont turn up.
*sigh*
nvmind, im gonna download frm internet since its faster
than kbs world.
i heard that kbs world is abit slower not live stuff.
wateverlar... i oso dont know what im talking about. nvmind..
but, im happy there is a korean channel. woot~~ C: but, i get to
enjoy it after exam & after raya holiday. after that, i get my result.
all red marks i guess >:]
im crazy lately & stress up too. crazy cos *gotlar* & stress coz
exam. haiyoo...exam still wanna playplay. LOL.
nyway, g2g now.
i'll write another post if i have time.
sometimes im being so lazy to update my blog.
huhuhu...
<3;
Amanda
Posted at 05:29 pm by starry89
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